Sick.

I'm so over this.

I got sick in January. So sick I actually went to the doctor.

I should tell you that I used to get sinus infections on a regular basis (once a month) due to an excess of bones behind my nose. That's the truth. Apparently I had broken my nose and not only had a deviated septum but also extra bones growing every which way. Awesome! I think I broke it in 6th grade when I was hit with a basketball square in the face.

I went to the doctor several times and they always told my I had a tiny cold, wouldn't give me medicine and then other times would, and never thought it was strange that I came back every month. Until I went to a specialist who said, "WHOA! What happened to the inside of your nose? That's the second-worst nose I've ever seen." Always words one wants to hear. And yes, I really was the second worst nose he had seen. Only one other person was worse off then me. That poor poor guy.

Now that you know my history, you can understand that why I rarely go to the doctor when I'm sick. They've burned me.

Me going to the doctor in January was a big deal. The doc gave me antibiotics and said, "get some rest. You'll start coughing too. That means it's going away."

I coughed.

I was better for approximately one-two weeks.

Now I'm terrible again. I'm miserable. I don't know what's wrong with me. I thought I was just having allergies but this is ridiculous. I know I have allergy problems but this is dumb, stupid and annoying.

I also don't have a fever. Doctors always say, "well you don't have a fever so you're not sick really." Seriously. That's what I've been told.

Here's the weird part too: I know many other people having similar symptoms and problems as me, have been sick just as long, and they are all females.

What's that about?

Why is the universe hating on the ladies?

Why do I hate my life right now?

I want to get better.

I also don't want to go back to the doctor because, well, it just never seems to help me. Not going also doesn't help and is significantly cheaper.